its december.

well. its December. and i don't really know what that means, i mean, yeah christmas is upcoming and whatnot, but the beginning of the month isn't that great. like right now i feel really depressed. not in an emo way or anything, but i feel very little motivation to do anything. i just want to sit around and do nothing. its a bit sad. its taken me about 4 attempts to post a blogpost, and this is what you get. yes you. this is written especially for you. you are wonderful, if you didn't know that already. so how have you been?

okay this is really lame so far.... umm... OH! i got subjectmatter now. while on the ning (nerdfighters.ning.com) (its a social network base program)... anyway i saw a forum post for a collab channel (collaboration channel) (its a youtube channel with multiple folks in it, like fiveawesomeguys and whatnot) that i guess will be starting up in the new year and i plan on making a audition tape. (sound good to you? your input matters you know.) anyway, i'm pretty excited about it, but i have know about it for about a week now and i still haven't gotten around to making the tape/video (whatever you want to call it)

My challenge to you is to motivate me to do stuff. you know, throw imaginary rocks at my head. maybe not rocks, that would hurt. even the imaginary ones are heavy. lol. i crack myself up. i crack my skull open with imaginary rocks. i am retarted.

peace love and duck soup